Monday, July 30, 2012

Bite Me...Apple Sign

Had a random thought today about the Apple company...
I was listening to Nicki Minaj's "Roman Reloaded"....the lyric that slapped me in the face was.."bite me, apple sign"
"Apple Sign": referring to the apple company (the Iphone, Ipod, Mac computers, etc)
I spoke in a previous post on the evil in not being able to stand silence and how we use music to fill it. I spoke briefly on who I thought may be behind it.
The symbol for the Apple company is a bitten apple...(Here comes the conspiracy theory)....
We all know the story of how sin came about this Earth, (Eve bit the apple)...
The coincidence is incredibly creepy. Let me point out that Apple is one of THE largest companies in America if not the world. Imagine that influence! This company is in billions of peoples homes...more than once...
I realize how far fetched this may seem, but if you believe in God, then you believe in demons
Just a quick thought...
One way to protect yourself...Be quiet, pray for protection and meditate.

"YOU'RE SUCH A GIRL"

So? Tell me, why do people feel that's an insult?
Yes, I realize I am indeed female. I see my vagina everyday. Or is that not what you meant? Was that comment a stab at my grace or my poise? Are you degrading me because my eyes shed tears as I bear the burden of not only myself but the people I love? Ask yourself, "since you've never cried" Mr. Man, who cried for you? Probably your mother, or your sister or wife...maybe they prayed to God that you wouldn't feel that pain. 
It's so difficult and frustrating being this gender sometimes. Women have been degraded since Eve took that bite.
I am a woman. I am an emotional creature and for good reason! Not only do I go through the monthly shit, I am force to worry about my uterus and breasts and ovaries and everything else in there. I have to be sure my hair and nails are healthy, that my legs, eyebrows, underarms and any other stray hairs are shaved. If I don't, I won't be considered "sexy".
 I am sassy, classy, intelligent and beautiful but I am not allowed to compliment myself because “that isn’t attractive”. I must be aware at all times to “act like a lady” and not give into my tomboyish desires. Society has forced me to think about the possibility of not finding the love of my life to marry. And then there’s the haunting thought of not being able to bear children. my "biological clock" is ticking...I'm only 20 -____-
I realize that I'm rambling but what was just said to me really grind-ed my gears...."You're such a girl"
Why though? WHY?!  Because I DON'T want to watch Sportscenter all day? Because I DON'T feel like working out? Because I DON'T feel like shaving everyday? Because I'm much more vocal about my feelings and opinions?
Well...GET OVER IT.
If you don't want a girl, go be with a man, thanks.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Be Quiet.

Had a thought today about being quiet...
And not just quiet...being silent.
Do we always have to have music because we're afraid of our own thoughts?  Silence is when we face ourselves...the world is completely shut out...here's an even scarier thought, (for me at least),...silence is when God knows we can hear His Holy Spirit.
We live our everyday lives in so much noise. We live in our thoughts, imaginations & conversations. Taking care of business and children, family and friends...listening to music while we workout or while we're commuting or even while getting dressed.
We spend so much time in noise....how often do we spend in prayer and meditation? (Prayer= talking to God. Meditation=Listening to God)
I was once told we cannot have the skin and God. God is a selfish God...why should the almighty have to share you with His other creations anyway?
It scares me to even think about who may be behind this "always need to listen to music" trend...
Ask yourself: Who was the angel in charge of bringing in the dawn with music in Heaven again?.....Right.
God created Lucifer, (now known as Satan), specifically for that reason, it's his talent.
So why wouldn't Satan use the talent that was given to him by his enemy against his enemy?....or his ignorant creations...
Only one way to protect yourself...Be Quiet.